I don’t know I’m just really in this weird place right now. I feel like I’m not on the same page as anyone anymore. Especially here. I want to constantly change and challenge and better myself but I feel so restricted and brought down.
I just don’t understand how people can be the way they are. Like, do you see how you really are? I’m so over everyone being fake—desperately and pathetically trying so hard to be noticed and “cool” and then making fun of others endlessly to make yourself feel better because you aren’t getting the results you think you deserve.
I just hope I keep growing and don’t fall into the trap. But, ya know, again its probably just me and my weirdly mature and analytical personality.